All good things come to an end...

Well its been finally said and done with December 12 ,2010 it has all come to an end.. I guess you could say I knew this day was coming I was just hoping it never would... wishful thinking i guess :( I gave it my all for the past 7 months with very minimal in return always talking myself into trying more and more everyday even though it hurt so bad. I never wanted to give up on the one thing that mattered to me the most.  Weston called me and i could tell he was upset he said he just wanted to tell me sorry for all the pain he has caused me... well and that was it the conversation was short and ended. If been told to leave Weston alone and to not talk to him unless it has to do with our daughter its very hard for me to cope with. Knowing I'm only hurting myself trying to talk to him when i know the outcome isn't going to change. When something like this is said to you, Quote "Jenna if i wanted to try and make things work I would, if i wanted to hangout with you then I would ask" he even asked me  Quote " Why do you want to be with someone who doesn't want the same thing back?" It finally hit me like a ton of bricks... and i knew it was over i knew for my own sanity i have to move on i should of done this months and months ago but i didn't I can move on with my head held high knowing i did everything i could to be with him. Hes not happy and neither was i to be honest if only he wanted to give it all to me things in my eyes would of been great.. but then again maybe I'm just justifying everything to be with him. He gave me a beautiful daughter and that's all that matters at the end of this hes a great dad with her and as long as hes in her life I'm happy. My emotions are still all over the place there will be days that are better than others but I'm going to keep smiling as i deserve to be happy :) I have deleted the last and finally connection we have tied together (besides our daughter) but that is Fb I'm sick of being hurt and i think the only way for me to heal is to be out of all the drama.. friends family everything its not good for me right now and i really hope this helps.Well i really hope there is never another hurting Blog about me life with Weston.. well actually there probably will be since i know this isn't going to be easy.. but its life and it doesn't always go as planned... until next time keep your fingers crossed for me!!

- Jenna